sorry for every thing.

Recently,
a lot of unhappy news that the population from being.
I began to worry that I become the protagonist of the bad news in a day.
these day,my emotions are very unstable.
I began to give up.
pre-u not as easy as I think.
can I stop it?
well, I know that not work.
it just will hurt my parents,
and let they feel disappointed to no use of child like me. Lily.
I know they are living very hard,
and always try to ease some of our lives.
Accompanied around them,
this is the only way I requite for them.
now,
in this dilemma,
I know they feel helpless.
But I really don't know how to do.
And, what can I do for them.
I am useless.
I can only worry about them,
and just quietly wait for them to solve it.
what also cannot help.
I unfilial.
dad, mom, I'm sorry.