Home sick.

I need a sense of security, referred to as the warmth of home.

All have changed.

Eyes of the fairy tale broken.

No more princess, no more dwarfs, no more happiness.

All the people around me is what we called reality.

I know that we cant compare our fate with others, but still.

This is the psychological reaction of the human being.

I am felt myself is changing slowly, OR, I'm nearing the real me?

I don't know, and I don't want to know.

I want to change this. 

But, there have a big difference between want and can. 

I am a greedy girl.

I want to change my life, but I don't want to lose now have.

So, my questions is never get to a conclusion. 

Thought my plan is perfect, but I face a lot of questions when implementation.

I'm really not mature enough, life experience is less.

Sometime I even blame myself and switch my moody on.

It only ignore the people around me.

I will try my best to change it.

Learn to endure even hear how harsh words.

Think positive. 

From now, I wont expect anything in my next step.

Until now, in addition to my family, I really want to appreciate a person.

Because of his tolerance, care, and I did not shed tears in the tough moments. 

Because I know that I cry at the same time, there will be a different blood group of blood dripping too.

Thanks, dear Jim.

  

Treasure.